That initial look in your eyes piercing through mine. That tentative
hesitant smile to see if I’d respond in a positive manner. What were the odds
that you’d be the one person I met who would make such an impact in my life,
even after all this time?
You said all the right things and that grabbed my attention right off
the bat.
Were you THAT intuitive or did you have so much practice at this that
you knew exactly what to say?
I wish I can say that I didn’t succumb to your charm.
I wish I can say I didn’t let you in.
I wish I can say that I walked away.
Mostly, I wish I can say that I didn’t fall for you and your ways.
I wasn’t looking for love nor was I looking for a partner but you
caused a ripple in my heart and that forced my brain to have a thinkthrough. How
is this possible? We never dated (not in the traditional sense of the word) and
we barely met.
All the times that we’ve spent together, physically or not, you
said/did the sweetest things that you didn’t have to. I was confused.
Why did you feel the need to play the seduction game with me? You
already knew you had me.
All I wanted to do was pull away and say “Don’t play pretend. You don’t
have to sweet talk me. I know what this is.”
Matters of the heart have always been confusing and now, I don’t want
to fall blindly anymore. I want to stop being impulsive. Stop being a sucker
for you.
But after all this time, my heart still skips a beat whenever it comes
to you.
Hugs,
Nora
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